Go deep into the ancient Tantric practice of the Cave of the Heart – a meditation to connect with real self-love, self-esteem and your inner Divine Feminine and Masculine.



Rituals, practices and lectures on how the Cave of the Heart can be embodied in daily life.

Deep exploration into the five elements (earth, water, fire, air and space).

Time-tested methods for processing and working with the powerful emotional states.

A deep dive into true fulfillment in sex, relationships and spirituality

Bonus: Dialogue with author and film maker Jeff Brown

This course came to me at a time in my life that I was experiencing heartbreak. I felt held and loved by the teachings and the group in a way that was just what my heArt was needed. Confronting at times. Without going through the dark you can’t get to the light. Thank you for lighting the way.

Lila Heller

Oakland, CA

Your Guides

Jessica Durivage is the founder of Where is My Guru, an intimate in- person and virtual learning center for spiritual, personal and professional development. Her passion for inclusive experiences while seeking to find, speak and live her own truth have led her into countless of amazing collaborations, opportunities and adventures. She is known through her interview style, yoga teaching and writing for her mindful, practical and humorous approach to life and practice.Her writing has been published in Mantra Yoga + Health Magazine, Origin Magazine, Rebelle Society and Elephant Journal. Her greatest accomplishments are her amazing children, Ellis Roy and LeeAnn Michelle. You can find her heart in whole bits and pieces strewn around this site. Read more. 

Katie Silcox is the New York Times Best-Selling author of the book, Healthy, Happy, Sexy – Ayurveda Wisdom for Modern Women. She is also a nationally-recognized yoga teacher, Ayurvedic practitioner, writer for Yoga Journal, and a senior teacher within the Sri-Vidya ParaYoga lineage under Yogarupa Rod Stryker. Katie was named one of San Francisco’s Best Yoga Teachers by Common Ground Magazine in 2009, and one of “70 Yogis Changing the World” in Origin Magazine in 2014. Her signature teaching style blends classical yoga, vinyasa-based asana and life-changing Tantric/Ayurvedic philosophy. Read more.

A former criminal lawyer and psychotherapist, Jeff Brown is the author of 4 previous books: Soulshaping: A Journey of Self-Creation, Ascending with Both Feet on the Ground, Love it Forward, and An Uncommon Bond. He is also the author of the viral blog Apologies to the Divine Feminine (from a warrior in transition) and the producer, and key journeyer in the award-winning spiritual documentary Karmageddon, which also stars Ram Dass, Seane Corn, David Life, Deva Premal and Miten. He has written a series of inspirations for ABC’s Good Morning America and appeared on over 200 radio shows.Read more.



Katie Silcox brings so much wisdom, authenticity, and humor to her valuable teachings. Spending the summer with her and the amazing Jessica brought knowledge and healing into my life, and supported me beautifully in my journey and in opening my heart. Couldn’t recommend it more!

Mara Koch

Pagosa Springs, CO